euphoria’s emotion

to my self…

                  im sorry if i always put you on trouble =(            i really dont mean it but sometimes i always do things without looking on its consequences….

but how can you tell that loving can sometimes gives damn stupid effects?! i thought his the right one for me and he can take care of you too but i was wrong…it hurts me a lot i almost swallowed everything for him even my pride and this was the effect?! geee i hate this and i hate him much now…i dunno if this would be the last but i dunno if i can still handle those things=(

                                                              love,

                                                      apple,,,=(

im confused…=( dunno why..do i really luv him?? is this just a feeling that will fade after an hour,a minute,a second?or even,,,,,a year?…duhh i dunno why i have dis damn feeling 2wards him i wanted to tell him how much i love him but i dunno how..after that last conversation…after those things stops i wanted to shout and get mad at him i wanted to tell him that he should not stop because i love him that i mean it soo much but how?do i have the right to do it i wanted to get mad at him everytime i saw him goin w/ sum1 else…=( T_T

=( saddest day ever……………

its my first day in my new school

duuhh parang ang hirap mag adjust

nkakaiyak…

haysss i mizz ol my pals in manila na tlga

i cant understand why its still hard for me to adjust even if im transferring from a place to another for a decade nAH..parang first time parin lageh=(

I was sitting on the back when two girls aproach me..

but i cant feel the happiness parin…there is a part that still missing

hays im just controlling my tears..sub=’(

• whew new environment again…
• and it calls for a new beginning
• especially adjustments
• and new sets of crushes hikhik
• duh.. i really miss my dorm mates in manila
• this time ill try to make another personality
• ill try to become more mature and serious in everything na..
• (duh i hope so)

weehhh bye bye na FEU..

goodbyes are sad but it doesn’t mean this would be a sad post

it is a celebration of a life full of memories…

i enjoyed everything..

• friends,,
• games,,
• trials,,
• and everyone that ive meet,,

ive enjoyed it a lot,,

and this would be one of my

most memorable experience in life..

now ill start again a new journey,,,

a journey that will mold me as a succesful person someday..

muaaahhh… 

—–*Faith is spelled as R-I-S-K*—

hays I’m disappointed this days it seems like I’m born to be a loser…i hate rejection or being rejected but being a Christian helps a lot,,rejection a part o our society and living,,as long as I’m rejected it just simply means I’m proving existence here in earth as an imperfect human being,,but as what they always say being persistence is a major requirement in achieving someone’s goal..Soho ill never give up no matter what,until ill reach my goal..with my strong faith I’m sure ill take the risk..anyway ill be updating this blog maybe a bit longer Cox i have to focus on my finals and uh mm ill take time to look for this film "facing the giant’s"(anyone who has??)

recollecting experiences and events…

grabe ptpos na 1st sem…cnung magsa2bi na mata2pos q to sa feu..school na kung saan my proof na nakaterno pati ata salawal na terror para sa mga kaklase kng la2ki at tahimik..meron nmnng prof na todo mura kng mag2ro pero sulit nmn dhil superior magturo lahat ata nang tinuturo base on her experience.meron ding prof na tahimik na halos umiyak na para lng tumahimik kami with her famous lines "have mercy",ang makasaysayang "in the first place i dont like u""i dont lyk u too"..meron nmnng edadaan nlng sa talent tpos ok na grades mo..ung ibang prof nmn paimportante lalo na ang mga bagsak sa math na halos magmakaawa pra lng magka 3 tlgang dugot pawis ika nga ang puhuman.meron nmnng badbreath na proof at ung tipong de batterya na ata sa sobrang tnda na nang pagtu2ro sa feu.mga kulitan sa nstp,

sa mga nakuhaan nang i.d during nstp sa auditorium,sa mga napaiyak nang makuha at i.d dahil sa ingay sa mga sumugod sa osacs,fave moments ko nga un e nstp kz puro picture2 knya2ng pabunggahan nang digicam at phones..mayrong teacher na nagbabantay kanya2 namng tago…dito masigabong ang palakpakan tuwing tapos na ung speaker kz nga uwian na,,ung iba gus2ng2 pag my epepresent kz makakaidlip ka nga nmn sa sobrang lamig at dilim hehehe kanya2ng dala nang jacket para my pang kumot..gulat ka nlng my ccgaw sa likod mo hoi gising…

dito din makikita ang mga armchair na ginawang chatroom,estudyanteng hanip sa make-up na parang sa prty na ata ang punta,c.r na sacred place sa karamihan,meron nmng feel nila nsa japan ung school nila with all the high socks and below the knee na uniform oh ha,,,meron din mga feeling mo dilikado butiki pag nahulog sa buhok nila na parang matutulis na ewan.,

lahat nang ito dito present sa campus,,ngaun tapos na 1st step ewan lng kng anu next..

emotions…..;(

talk about my life as a young lass hoping to do the best for her life in spite of the life difficulies.As a student I want to share you my life ticklers…

i tried to make evrything perfect this time,this life i have..difficulties i face makes me anxious everyday

i cant resist the feeling of being lonely but i dont have a good soxal life..and im lonely…its raining na i have to go…review tym na lapit na finals X( tsik tsik

i’ll give this post a title "surprises" even thou this day was not that ok,,;( but what my philosophy teacher said"every thesis has its anti-thesis, it will be connected throu synthesis and open a new beginning" gosh i was thingking of my math subject right now,,how can i excell on it if i dont have any knowledge about it?..eeerrr i hate math…

whew….hiRap Mag AdJust But Im SeRyoz dis tYm kayA maka2yA Q..ill JusT prOve Na D lanG nMn sa kNila UmiiKot Lyf KO Dba?….PeRo AnG hiRap nya Ha…Imagne all My life HalOs Routine Ko nA Ata maKipaG DAlda2lan then sUdnly SerYos EffeCt na oH dba?? HIhihi PerO kaya KO 2 WaLa na atrAsan pRomIz whewww…